When everything goes wrong, and I am starting questioning every little thing about myself: “am I doing it right”, “am I being stupid”, “is there a problem with my personality”… And many other hurtful questions are eating my self-esteem and confidence, I am grateful to the point of crying that I will read just for few minutes more…
Today I am having kind of a romantic mood. I guess it is all Japanese winter. Winter in Moscow had had to be a very difficult time for me, as lack of sunshine led to gloomy mood and feeling that I just want to stay at home. Winter in Japan I will read just for few minutes more…
The thunderstorm has a Japanese name “kaminari” that strangely sounds very beautiful to me. I am not so good with writing the pronunciation in English, but I would say it is pronounced like ka=car mi=me na=nah ri=ree(se). Back when I was living in Russia, I always had an image that I will read just for few minutes more…
Once again a long pause in posting. Just get caught up in… like everything :)) Next year I will have my second PhD and starting from now I need to start preparations for that. It is fun, actually, being busy with experiment, helping young students to overcome problems with their I will read just for few minutes more…
It’s been a year. Seems so far away, like the whole life started and ended. And as so – I erased all posts and will write new from now on. Can’t be helped, I like to start a new notebook when a new year comes, even if I still have blank pages left in the old one. I will read just for few minutes more…